I just want this world bcome perfect..

Many people say I am a person that "beruk di hutan disusukan,anak di pangku dilepas"...but I dont think so..As friend, we should always help each other rite?Although I didnt get back any things at the end,at least I give out my helping help than better to see them get in trouble..Dont u feel bad when u cant help someone in trouble???I will feel myself useless when cant help them who need my help.Just bcause of this I willing to help them..Although i noe someone will take advantage of my kindness,I dont care...because I belive that they thrust me oni ask me to help them do something. However,somebody dont appreciate my kindness..They though i help them just bcause i want to get back anything..they dont trust me..they like to use a different sight to see me..I dont noe y..but i will try to make them belive the world has trustful friend..this world is spere in shape..this mean no matter where we go we will stop at our start ing point..this world is perfect..I noe people will will change their bad attitude to good one day.....People pls belive ur frens n family !!!

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sometime i feel quite lonely...in skol,mylife is like a happy god but when come back..it is totally different..no frens..no joy n fun..everyday face the white wall..listen to the same songs..do the same things..Life is meaningless..y cant we choose wat we like to do..y we need to follow the earth spinning on its axis???y??Is this the god order??the god want humans live like this??or humans had beyond wat god want us to do??who can tell me??who??I feel very miserable??How would my life be in the future??I dont noe??May b i will b the riches ppl in this world:may b i will b one of the beggar on the road side..may b i go to bed tonight n neverever wake up again..this is wat life should b??i hope no..ya!!no..

Thank u !!

Just wanna 2 thanks my " jie jie" because willing 2 spend her precious time to help me creat this blog..ooh..envy leh... i got so nice de "jie jie"..hahaha..Anyway,thank u very muchi lor...

Choose Again ???

what do u want to become if u have a chance to choose again??human??R u sure?i m sure that i wont choose to bcome a human again?y?it just bcause humans got big brains.. that force to remember the past,look at present n think 4 their future...wat if i am a cloud??floating in the sky freely n go where i wish to..wat if i m an angle??helping the poor n saving the sick..wat if i am a invisible ppl?i can keep all my feelings n though from others..that is wat i think..but i wont hope it can come true..may b these kind of lifes r even worst than now...so b myself n find my own goal of life..gambateh ning..